my friend is taking us to a hotel and waterpark for 3 days for her birthday in a month. a few of my best friends are going it would be so much fun i would be so excited if i was skinny. i’m 40 pounds overweight and look disgusting in a swimming suit.

i just told my mom about it and told her i can’t go because it’s embarassing i dont wanna be in a swimsuit in front of everyone. i started crying i couldnt help it. all of them are so skinny and gorgeous. i would feel so uncomfortable. im at a breaking point i don’t know what to do i try dieting everyday of my life. someone please say something to stop me from breaking down i can’t stop crying:(